Crossword

Angus carried my bike up the stairs

As I stood at the bottom and

I'm not sure if I just stared

Or if I thanked him

There's a high chance that I'm feeling broken hearted

Angus packed my suitcase for me

As I felt quite stressed out

Since I've lost Calliope

I can't get a breath out

And I've heard my father's angry I haven't emailed

But I feel so conflicted

Because we haven't spoken in sixteen years!!

We haven't spoken in sixteen years!

I just sit and do the crossword

But, I'm feeling guilty

There are so many books to read

And Ella's whimpering

Should I go for a bike ride or should we walk

I am trying not to live my life based on shoulds

Being an extra in Caleb's show

Is my big acting break

And I fell in love again

But I don't feel the joy it takes

Because I've heard he's sleeping in the basement

Still I feel so conflicted

I met my father by the sea

Yet, I feel so conflicted

Because you had nothing to say to me

You had nothing to say to me

Angus managed the recipe job

But, I miss the way we joked

And feel like a slob

There's a frog inside my throat

And if someday you wake up down there

Take me out to see a film

Court me like you weren't my lover

Since the beginning

I want to feel ecstasy

Still I miss the softness of your skin

But, I feel so conflicted

Because we hadn't met in sixteen years

And you had nothing to say to me

I always thought you would be there

I always thought you would be there