One More Chance

Dear Heavenly Father

I come boldly to your throne of grace asking forgiveness for my sins

Begging that you continue to spread your mercy on me, Father God

Continue to keep your hands of protection

Around me, my family, and my friends

I wanna thank you, Father, for taking my mother, my brother, my

Grandmother, my uncles, and my homies back home with you, Father

So they don't have to go through what we're going through down here

In Jesus' name I pray, Amen

I love you, mama, wish you was here so I could tell you

Sorry for acting up, being so damn rebellious

Wish I could hug you and kiss you, mama, I miss you

Shed so many tears, I keep running through tissues

I'm sorry for dropping out of school to pursue my music

But I gotta get that house you was looking for 'fore I'm through with

And ain't nobody stopping me, mommy, watch, I'ma do this

God got my back and that's all that there is to it

I miss your smile, your cooking, the way you spoiled me

I never turn my phone off, wishing one day you'd call me

Where you at, ma? But I'm just fooling myself

You gone, no longer here, I gotta get through this myself

I used to think that I was part of the reason that you were gone

But then you appeared, telling me God wanted you back home

You're my favorite, put nothing but God above you

And I wish I had one more chance to say I love you

Oh, if I just had one more chance

I would make this moment last

I would spend more of my time with you

If I just had one more chance

I would make this moment last

'Cause it hurts that you gone too soon

Big Toast, ever since you left me, I've been lonely

Not only was you big bro, you was my big homie

We had dreams of bubble, we stayed getting in trouble

But we had each other's back through the struggles, I love you

I miss cruising the strip inside your Caddy

When I was broke, nowhere to go, you always had me

And you never let me crumble to pieces

And don't trip, I got my nephews and nieces while you with Jesus

I did that for when the feds came, I was still rapping

I'm more focused this time, I'ma make it happen

I used to give you my ruffs and you would smash 'em

And every time I pull up, Juney was blasting

You was my number one fan, why'd you have to leave me so soon?

We hadn't finished our plans

Don't worry, you're always with me inside

I just wish I had one more chance to say goodbye

Oh, if I just had one more chance

I would make this moment last

I would spend more of my time with you

If I just had one more chance

I would make this moment last

'Cause it hurts that you gone too soon

Yeah, I love you, mama, I love you, bro

Both my grandmas and both my uncles

Best believe I'm aware of you

But you in Heaven now, God gon' take care of you

Still find it hard to believe you're gone

That's why it took me so long to make this song

It hurts deep down, I ain't even gon' lie to you

But I wish I had one more chance to say goodbye to you

Oh, if I just had one more chance

I would make this moment last

I would spend more of my time with you

If I just had one more chance

I would make this moment last

'Cause it hurts that you gone too soon

Oh, if I just had one more chance

I would make this moment last

I would spend more of my time with you

If I just had one more chance

I would make this moment last

'Cause it hurts that you gone too soon

Moms, I don't even know what to do without you not here

You and big bro, I wish I was here

So I could hold you and hug y'all one more time

I don't even know what to do no more, man, it's like

What are we here for? If I didn't have

My kids, I wouldn't know what to do

Hi, Grandma, this is Janelle

Where are you?

Sad that you're gone and I miss you

Just wish you were here