Adventures of Boingus Clerby

To tell the truth I'm torn

I'm so sick of everybody else taking control

I still have yet to mourn

It's take never give

All this time spent all alone

I lie awake and feel

Crushing expectations things I know I won't be

Always unnecessary projections of themselves they see in me

I don't want to hear your condemnations

Do you really lack the empathy?

I no longer want to hear your judgements

The way you always look down on me

I'm sick of the pressure

I'm sick of the apathy

A useless endeavour

I'll never be

Never be

Never feel

Good enough for me

Always with your constant condemnations

Do you have no fucking empathy?

I no longer want to hear your judgements

Stop fucking looking down on me

I'm sick of the pressure

I'm sick of the apathy

A useless endeavour

I'll never be

Never be

Never feel

Good enough

I yearn for the pleasure

I miss the humanity that I used to remember

I'll never be

Never be

Never feel

Good enough for me

Looking in the mirror

It's clear I'm who you always thought I was

Glaring through the fog it's haunting me

Who have I become?

I lay down and I think back

I lay down and I reminisce of times long gone

I'm sick of the pressure

I'm sick of the apathy

A useless endeavour

I'll never be

Never be

Never feel

Good enough

I yearn for the pleasure

I miss the humanity that I used to remember

I'll never be

Never be

Never feel

Good enough for me