Wants I Need

Once I need these wants, I'm helpless

Anticipate my ablation, be displayed and disconnect

I deflect every assessment you can make

I project myself upon the ones awake

Mistaking all their contentious disbeliefs

With something as discrete as

Your defeat, your completion dissevering

In separate skin, sent to sin, saddened, self-tormenting segments

Yet desist not from this, passenger of misinformation

Pacifists slashing their wrists to the bone

I fall apart every time you talk

With the passing of days and abrasions

I've wallowed enough to deform

I want it all

Fortune before I simmer down and press restart

I told myself to disregard their ignorance again

I beckoned your grave, begging to say anything at all

To settle the same dumping debate

Doesn't it just rub you wrong? Oh

Offensive to them, wondering when they'll begin to rot

I'll cover remains, utter amazement as you're playing a part

It won't be long

It won't be long

It won't be long 'til I'm not here at all

Whether it's wanted or not

I need to know if this all is what we want

Or need to pretend we're alive

It's not enough to hear you say that love is all you'd ever want

'Cause all the wants I needed, made me go against the way that I was

If all the wrongs were aimed in vain, I'd hold your hand and savor the jump

We'll fall entwined, replacing every failure to be felt at all

Felt at all

We'll be alone when we're all done