And its like
People showing love for the me the know now
They aint showing love for the me they knew back then
So when i smile and laugh and act like everythings okay
They act like i aint supposed to have no scars or something
People showing too much fake love I can't be around it
Man the way I've seen em' shake up when police surround em
I was deep off in them slums it brought the demon out me
My homie OD'd on them drugs I still lose sleep about him
I had to go and switch it up too much deceit around me
Cap all you want but the truth is where would you be without me
We was stashing in them bushes, you would beat around it
15 battle scars to show you I'm still G without it
All the folgers in the world can't make em wake enough
To naive to know why momma wasn't waking up
I got a beauty queen but Devon say I'm caking up
She see the true in me when others tryna hate for what
They tried misusing me used to be rocking ankle cuffs
I paid my dues atleast he mad cause he ain't make the cut
They tried to use me I used to think that's their way of love
I mean truthfully usually that's the way it was
Between you and me truthfully I just pray because
My way of viewing things soon to lead me astray from
Shhh Not too much
Can't digest it so they hate my guts
Since we up can't expect em not to wave at us
Funny
Ay six months ago I called up my brother
Out my eye I felt my tear fall down my face it was running
Said they told me it was time they let me out of the dungeon
Silence fell I told him hold it down at home I was coming
I told him hold it down at home I was coming
I told him slow it down big bro yeah I'm comin
They said im coming home
And he said
Back to back and back to back
G no matter what they
say don't go back to traps
You still in tact
Might even try to hate on that
But they'll fake it to ya face so watch whose back you scratch cause see
I know how slippery this slope can get
I focus in cause I know what my soul conflicts
Can't hold it in
Cause then that's where them holes begin
And the only way to fill em is go rogue again
No strings attached
You no what that bling attracts
It brings the rats and then they start to sing like Jackson
God's the king I'm colder than a penguins back but
I can see that me and life might end up clashing I'm a
New hybrid
I'm living breathing proof you can wear your abuse nicely
Don't need a suit and tie probably only a few like me
Big bro hopped off the jet to the whip cause he flew private
Sky blue view like the scoop of a new pilot
When drugs got introduced I use to pursue violence
Conclusion is I grew from the truth so I choose wisely
Time is pricey
I'm like 5 up
They still tryna tie up now
That's the reason that their hands seem so tied up now
F*** what they decide G don't switch your sides up now
Cause they ain't ride when you was inside but your times up now
I'm making noise you hear the rumble like how 5 trucks sound
Off the chain just like a bike they wanna ride somehow
If like a plane we had some wings
They'd try and fly us now
It's only me myself and I and you can't buy us out
It's sky
People showing too much fake love I can't be around it
Man the way I've seen em' shake up when police surround em'
I was deep off in them slums it brought the demon out me
My homie OD'd on
them drugs I still lose sleep about him
I had to go and switch it up too much deceit around me
Cap all you want but the truth is where would you be without me
We was stashing in them bushes you would beat around it
15 battle scars to show you I'm still g without it