On My Own

I'm alone, trying to live on my own

Trying to stay calm and move on

But can't move on from the fact that your gone

Trying to move on but the fact is it's wrong

Cause I've had love for you all along, so long

Goodbye to all the smiles and all the good times

I'll be stepping in heaven regretting not sending that message

Or extending my checklist to better things that I had reckoned

I'll be begging for second chances or answers I'm not met with

Cause I'm always second guessing the answers that're spreading

I mean fuck, I'm always high

And so they judge, and say I'll die

I know I will, I'll say my byes

And pop the pills, to hit the sky

Bitches say they love me then there's a new man

I don't trust the world I live in, feel like Truman

They say they trust me, then look at me start assuming

At who I am, I don't know him, drugs consume him

She's confusing, so every word she say I know that I'll confuse it

And every verse I say will soon become a booth hit

They'll all know Lu$if, but not know the kid about to kill himself and lose it

I'm alone, trying to live on my own

Trying to stay calm and move on

But can't move from on the fact that your gone

Trying to move on but the fact is it's wrong

Cause I've had love for you all along, so long

Goodbye to all the smiles and all the good times

I'll buy me a ticket, and fly me right up above

The lord is my witness, he knows my time is to come

The feelings I sit in, won't diminish, I've got to run

I'm still wishing we worked, you had me thinking you were the one

I'm alone, trying to live on my own

Trying to stay calm and move on

But can't move on from the fact that your gone

Trying to move on but the fact is it's wrong

Cause I've had love for you all along, so long

Goodbye to all the smiles and all the good times

I'm alone, trying to live on my own

Trying to stay calm and move on

But can't move on from the fact that your gone