Detriment

Detriment

Cold wind tears through the skin (through the skin)

Lost in the fog that you left me in (left me in)

Forsaken in the echoes of my torment (of my torment)

And now I find myself crawling back to them

Deserted, a fractured frame

So worthless, nothing but shame still remains

Desperate for some warmth inside this empty shell

They'll take it all because I've sacrificed myself

Hope is but a given (it's to my detriment)

Love, so unforgiving (I lost everything)

Lost, martyr complex

Empty inside

It's to my detriment

And yet, I still fucking try

Child of abandon (abandon)

I never meant to be a burden (a burden)

My self-worth (self-worth) submerged in dirt

And I believe that I deserved it

Cold wind tears through the skin (through the skin)

Lost in the fog that you left me in (left me in)

Forsaken in the echoes of my torment (of my torment)

And now I find myself crawling back to them

You paint a picture with blurred lines

Every gesture, a cipher, and it fucks with my mind

You want all I can give on borrowed time

Discarded when I refuse to cave to your crooked desires

I can't go back again

A servant to the ones that never gave a fuck about me

I sacrificed my worth in hopes that they wouldn't ever leave

I let it slip (let it slip), and then it hit (then it hit)

I fueled the fire that ignited everything wrong with me

I'd give you all I could give

It's to my detriment

I gave you all I could give

I lost everything

Nothing left to give, leave me to die

Detriment, I'm lost cause

Leave me to die