Friends

You said it didn't mean a thing

Just late nights and borrowed time

But you held me like I was holy

Then left me rotting in the quiet lie

I was your secret soft and aching

Folded into the noise you wore

You kept your hands on someone else's skin

While I drowned inside your war

Now you look at me like we're fine

Like I didn't break in your tide

But I was never just a friend

And I can't unfeel what we did then

You want me to forget to let it fade

But I still ache in the mess you made

You gave your heart to someone new

While I was still giving mine to you

Don't ask me to smile through your love with her

I'm not made of glass I'm made of hurt

I saw the messages you never meant to hide

Two lives split like stereo lines

Was I your pause your pretty place to land

Or just a name you held in trembling hands

You say we were nothing but I felt it all

Every quiet fire before the fall

And now you're tracing back to friends

Like that could ever make amends

You wear your guilt like it's gone

But I still sleep in your ghost's song

And I'm not the one who walked away

You were never mine to make you stay

You want me to forget to let it fade

But I still ache in the mess you made

You gave your heart to someone new

While I was still giving mine to you

Don't ask me to smile through your love with her

I'm not made of glass I'm made of hurt

We were more we were more than friends

I won't pretend

You didn't break me then

I won't pretend

You weren't more than just a friend

You watched me fall

While loving someone else

Don't tell me to heal

While you're giving her the world

You want me to forget to let it fade

But I still ache in the mess you made

You gave your love while I gave truth